「..Just ForGet thE WorLD..3:34 PM 」

Serendipity. Picture of Belief, beyond Description of Words.

「..Just ForGet thE WorLD..11:56 AM 」

a few days have gone ..christmas is coming...how am i gonna celebrate it i guess would be as usual.Was hoping for something more different more warming this year but seems as usual as predicted with no new mentions.just as lost and poor.. havent been very productive this hols but surely am having fun =) . .

Still you live in self denial its denys you of opportunity but gives you false opportunity.
Wants have to be worked towards and obtained..waiting with no effort yields no result..who doesnt know of that simple logic..i guess i dont.. so many things you want but how much heart can you say you put into each and every goal to obtain it..at the end of the day it comes down to that ultimately..

the civic is a damn good car to drive ..

how do you have the perfect christmas? i guess its all in our hearts and minds how we'd like it how we'd tweak it and how we'd dream it would be. it doesnt always come true but you can make it close..i guess thats what i promise i would give to kids..teach them the gift of sharing and caring for others who you might know of and the spirit of relations with family and friends.

「..Just ForGet thE WorLD..11:02 AM 」

yEah!!!! sOb i gotta Samsung NV10 finally!!..yeah haha and for a damn good deal..woooohooo..alright !!how long have i been thinking abt this cam..and other things..next up i cleared all my subs..hahahha...damn weird but heck it i would take it..

damn i feel so so so so sorry!!think i made a really bad decision and i really dunno if i can save this situation thought i really think i can..dump the ego jem dump it..

easy to take in hard to push out its a drag.. i finally caught EnchaNted YEst!!! really a fantasy movie tt i think always seems too unreal but i believe in it. True fantasy can be real.

I have been catching Project Runway everyday at 1am ..second time i am watching but still interesting as hell..

Damn am i getting poorer..

bless it all..

「..Just ForGet thE WorLD..11:10 PM 」

"Won't Go Home Without You"


My feelings thses days cant be contained in speech or in conversation. it was mentioned on my horoscope yesterday " ..write a poem to express urself..since the feelings are.." Those were exactly my sentiments cos i was so lost yest in shock.

My year is ending and i would have to admit this has been one of the best and worst yrs of my life..21 yrs isnt many but this yr has a deep impact on me really. I havent enjoyed myself or had so much attention in quite a while until this yr. Its kinda a stage ..a steeping stone..but it has been a yr to remember and forget.

It was a surprise to me having Louise,she was so frantic and exited when she called me.it made me realise i have made a point in her life. Syed calling me up to check on me..making me realise my surroundings it was a fear more than a cheer.





Its not over tonight
we Still gotta try to make it right
If we cant stand together through the fight
I swear i wont go home without you

Made a promise we say that friends we would be regardless what day
keep it like treasure and gold
For love make what we are are what we sow
I wanna be there all the time
in search of greater wonders and joys

I cant explain my pleasures and pain
For life seems like a twisty little game
I play adn we all play
I maybe wrong
i maybe right
But will we be sorry even when not right
If we lived with no regret
will you be there if we never patched back

I think i treasure i cherish
the people who make me, mould me

if wishes came true it maybe be you
I would never bear
never share
a regret or pain
that i myself cannot contain

「..Just ForGet thE WorLD..9:10 AM 」

fav movie

Ally Mcbeal..prob my fav tv show a long long time ago!!

Aim ..


NICE!!


I was gg in....damn


how long has it been since i blogged haha..ok maybe very long..finally done with my exams..i think i am a bit on the slacker side this holiday..haven't tried to find a full time job cos i have PT that is so much better yielding now..anyway i will be be doing some accts job soon i guess..

went mamboing on wed it was super fun again..80's disco is great. hehe.. last night i was dreaming i was locked in a prison cell...

been trying to some avail i guess just not sure how to proceed but i can see something. try as i may i say.

been trying to get back into shape now after slacking for a month due to exams..been not bad just been eating too much junk..gotta cut on tt!!

Been enjoying life! explored haji lane which was just weird with the most unorthodoxed stuff and clothing..haha..and some amzing pple..but there are good places there to hangout for a change..noted!

Christmas is coming..wonder how i am gonna spend it.. i hope it is better this yr..been a dying cause and tradition and the dinner parties are getting more simple..less fun and meaningfull..i guess it comes with age but i think to me its very much something i treasure so i will make sure its great each yr when i do have kids on my own..its a children thing and i always liked it since i was a child..

WISH LIST:
Samsung NV10
Ipod Nano
Holiday!!!!

exams are over..i wonder how i did..been the most busy sem ever..welll its only the 2nd one but it was tough..management accounting was a killer..really killer..not helping much was the lecturer..nvm forget it..its over..but it was a really tiring sem..maybe cos i there was so many things to do..work and stuff...think i wanna prioritise again..make my choices again..my frens say i was so busy i lost the smile i always carry..maybe haha

Labels: wishing and hoping

「..Just ForGet thE WorLD..11:36 PM 」

Hanging by a thread moving pass the stretch
it seems all things define evolution
Like how things could change and beings can adapt
its intricate and complex where you're at
I wanna be doing it right regardless of guts in spite
only time will tell the results that be might

so long since i blogged but here is a long awaited post ..feeling so tired from studying but i must perservere..all good things need hardwork..Rome wasnt built in a day and Everest was conquered after a year of preparation. The end is in sight just gotta push on.

Jenny.

My Current fAVS!!

「..Just ForGet thE WorLD..2:07 PM 」

the race is coming and we all wanna win..its hard to not wanna win from all the time and effort we put in..its been a hard 2 months of training for me and i really want it..so lets see how it goes..

School is opening ..oh damn ..havent had the best grades possible but at least i never failed a anything if that is a consolation..haha..been a real eventful holidays i guess..wasted never got to go to bangkok this time but i shall after the win ..maybe will just go to the clear beaches in M'sia..we'll see.. just did a workout with my client and then kevin yesterday..excellent stuff with kevin cos he understands the form workouts are actually damn tough..but it felt amazingly good..

well another opportunity has opened up for me, better seize it!! some aims i have is to graduate and buy my own car at least after 2 yrs after working ( MRS or Integra) , get married by 28 , and right now its to at least gross abpout 1k a month with what i am doing..i believe these short term goals are possible and in sight..just gotta put in the necessary efforts.. Things are looking good anyway

「..Just ForGet thE WorLD..6:19 PM 」

its been a hell of a long long time since i blogged..a good 4 months i guess..thinking of deleting this whole thing .. even the tagboard is expired ..

well i guess its been a long time and i have had quite good tiimes these few months since CNy.. alot of things have happened and i cant rem all but there are good memories and bad ones..the meaningful and the forgettable. Uni life has unfolded to certain uncertainties..but its pretty good...new experiences and ppl wanting to be part of your life...working in groups ..working individually..goal setting adn working towards it..whatever the case its good..

Going for a job interview tmr..hope it turns out fine..and i hope other things turn out fine too...expectations dont usually carry good hope but i am confident of certain things..just like how i can sense right and wrongs. We should all head in the right direction sooner or later....


HOME- Daughtry
i'm staring out into the night,trying to hide the pain.i'm going to the place where loveand feeling good don't ever cost a thing.and the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.well i'm going home,back to the place where i belong,and where your love has always been enough for me.i'm not running from.no, i think you got me all wrong.i don't regret this life i chose for me.but these places and these faces are getting old,so i'm going home.well i'm going home.the miles are getting longer, it seems,the closer i get to you.i've not always been the best man or friend for you.but your love, it makes true.and i don't know why.you always seem to give me another try.so i'm going home,back to the place where i belong,and where your love has always been enough for me.i'm not running from.no, i think you got me all wrong.i don't regret this life i chose for me.but these places and these faces are getting old,so i'm going home.i'm going home.be careful what you wish for,'cause you just might get it all.you just might get it all,and then some you don't want.be careful what you wish for,'cause you just might get it all.you just might get it all, yeah.oh, well i'm going home,back to the place where i belong,and where your love has always been enough for me.i'm not running from.no, i think you got me all wrong.i don't regret this life i chose for me.but these places and these faces are getting old.i said these places and these faces are getting old,so i'm going home.i'm going home.

SPIN
I'd rather chase your shadow all my lifethan be afraid of my ownI'd rather be with youI'd rather not know where I'll be than be alone and convinced that I knowand the world keeps spinning roundmy world's upside downand I wouldn't change a thingI've got nothing else to loseI lost it all when I found you and I wouldn't change a thingno, you and I wouldn't change a thingeverything I know has let me downso I will just let golet you turn me inside outcause I know I'm not sureabout anythingbut you wouldn't have it any other wayand the world keeps spinning roundmy world's upside downand I wouldn't change a thingI've got nothing else to loseI lost it all when I found youand I wouldn't change a thingno, you and I wouldn't change a thingspinning turning watching burningall my life has found its meaningwalking crawling climbing fallingall my life has found its meaningyou and I wouldn't change a thingno, you and I wouldn't change a thingand the world keeps spinning roundmy world's upside downand I wouldn't change a thingI've got nothing else to loseI lost it all when I found youand I wouldn't change a thingno, you and I wouldn't change a thing no, you and I wouldn't change a thing


TAKE ME AWAY
this time what I want is youthere is no one elsewho can take your placethis time you burn me with your eyesyou see past all the liesyou take it all awayI've seen it alland it's never enoughit keeps leaving me needing youtake me awaytake me awayI've got nothing left to sayjust take me awayI try to make my way to youbut still I feel so lostI don't know what else I can doI've seen it alland it's never enoughit keeps leaving me needing youtake me awaytake me awayI've got nothing left to sayjust take me awaydon't give up on me yetdon't forget who I amI know I'm not there yetbut don't letme stay here alonethis time what I want is youthere is no one elsewho can take your placeI've seen enough and it's never enoughit keeps leaving me needing youtake me awaytake me awayI've got nothing left to sayjust take me awaytake me awaytake me awayI've got nothing left to sayjust take me away


"Blind"
I was young but I wasn't naiveI watched helpless as he turned around to leaveAnd still I have the pain I have to carryA past so deep that even you could not bury if you triedAfter all this timeI never thought we'd be hereNever thought we'd be hereWhen my love for you was blindBut I couldn't make you see itCouldn't make you see itThat I loved you more than you'll ever knowA part of me died when I let you goI would fall asleepOnly in hopes of dreamingThat everything would be like it was beforeBut nights like this it seems are slowly fleetingThey disappear as reality is crashing to the floorAfter all this timeI never thought we'd be hereNever thought we'd be hereWhen my love for you was blindBut I couldn't make you see itCouldn't make you see itThat I loved you more than you'll ever knowA part of me died when I let you goAfter all this whyWould you ever wanna leave itMaybe you could not believe itThat my love for you was blindBut I couldn't make you see itCouldn't make you see itThat I loved you more than you will ever knowA part of me died when I let you goThat I loved you more than you'll ever knowA part of me died when I let you go

"You And Me"
What day is it? And in what month?This clock never seemed so aliveI can't keep up and I can't back downI've been losing so much timeCause it's you and me and all other people with nothing to doNothing to loseAnd it's you and me and all other peopleAnd I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of youAll of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out rightI'm tripping on wordsYou've got my head spinningI don't know where to go from hereCause it's you and me and all other people with nothing to doNothing to proveAnd it's you and me and all other peopleAnd I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of youThere's something about you nowI can't quite figure outEverything she does is beautifulEverything she does is rightCause it's you and me and all other people with nothing to doNothing to loseAnd it's you and me and all other peopleAnd I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of youand me and all other people with nothing to doNothing to proveAnd it's you and me and all other peopleAnd I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of youWhat day is it?And in what month?This clock never seemed so alive

Don't Matter
Konvict KonvictOhOhoohwooeOoohOoohhwooeNobody wanna see us togetherBut it don't matter noCause I got you babeNobody wanna see us togetherBut it don't matter noCause I got you babeCause we gon' fightOh yes we gon' fightBelieve we gon' fightWe gon' fightFight for our right to love yeahNobody wanna see us togetherBut it don't matter noCause I got youNobody wanna see us togetherNobody thought we'd last foreverI feel I'm hopin' and prayin'Things between us gon' get betterMen steady comin' after youWomen steady comin' after meSeem like everybody wanna go for selfAnd don't wanna respect boundariesTellin' you all those liesJust to get on your sideBut I must admit there was a couple secretsI held insideBut just know that I triedTo always apologizeAnd I'ma have you first always in my heartTo keep you satisfiedNobody wanna see us togetherBut it don't matter noCause I got you babeNobody wanna see us togetherBut it don't matter noCause I got you babeCause we gon' fightOh yes we gon' fightBelieve we gon' fightWe gon' fightFight for our right to love yeahNobody wanna see us togetherBut it don't matter noCause I got youGot every right to wanna leaveGot every right to wanna goGot every right to hit the roadAnd never talk to me no moreYou don't even have to callEven check for me at allBecause the way I been actin' latelyHas been off the wallEspecially toward youPuttin' girls before youAnd they watchin' everything I been doin'Just to hurt youMost of it just ain't youAin't trueAnd they won't show youHow much of a queen you are to meAnd why I love you babyNobody wanna see us togetherBut it don't matter noCause I got you babeNobody wanna see us togetherBut it don't matter noCause I got you babeCause we gon' fightOh yes we gon' fightBelieve we gon' fightWe gon' fightFight for our right to love yeahNobody wanna see us togetherBut it don't matter noCause I got youOh oh oh oh ohCause I got youCause I got youOooohCause I got you babeCause I got youNobody wanna see us togetherBut it don't matter noCause I got you babeNobody wanna see us togetherBut it don't matter noCause I got you babeCause we gon' fightOh yes we gon' fightBelieve we gon' fightWe gon' fightFight for our right to love yeahNobody wanna see us togetherBut it don't matter noCause I got youNobody wanna see us togetherBut it don't matter noCause I got you babeNobody wanna see us togetherBut it don't matter noCause I got you babeCause we gon' fightOh yes we gon' fightBelieve we gon' fightWe gon' fightFight for our right to love yeahNobody wanna see us togetherBut it don't matter noCause I got you

HERE WITHOUT YOU
A hundred days have made me olderSince the last time that i saw your pretty faceA thousand lies have made me colderAnd i don't think i can look at this the sameBut all these miles that seperate Disappear now when i'm dreaming of your faceI'm here without you babyBut you're still on my lonely mindI think about you babyAnd i dream about you all the timeI'm here without you babyBut you're still with me in my dreamsAnd tonight it's only you and meThe miles just keep rollin'As the people leave their way to say helloI've heard this life was overratedBut i hope that it gets better as we goI'm here without you babyBut you're still on my lonely mind I think about you babyAnd i dream about you all the timeI'm here without you babyBut you're still with me in my dreamsAnd tonight girl its only you and meEverything i know,and anywhere i goIt gets hard but it wont take away my loveAnd when the last one falls When it's all said and done It gets hard but it wont take away my loveI'm here without you babyBut you're still on my lonely mindI think about you babyAnd i dream about you all the timeI'm here without you babyBut you're still with me in my dreamsAnd tonight girl its only you and me

"Photograph"
Look at this photographEverytime I do it makes me laughHow did our eyes get so redAnd what the hell is on Joey's headAnd this is where I grew upI think the present owner fixed it upI never knew we'd ever went withoutThe second floor is hard for sneaking outAnd this is where I went to schoolMost of the time had better things to doCriminal record says I broke in twiceI must have done it half a dozen timesI wonder if it's too lateShould i go back and try to graduateLife's better now then it was back thenIf I was them I wouldn't let me inOh, oh, ohOh, god, IEvery memory of looking out the back doorI had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floorIt's hard to say it, time to say itGoodbye, goodbye.Every memory of walking out the front doorI found the photo of the friend that I was looking forIt's hard to say it, time to say itGoodbye, goodbye.Remember the old arcadeBlew every dollar that we ever madeThe cops hated us hangin' outThey say somebody went and burned it downWe used to listen to the radioAnd sing along with every song we knowWe said someday we'd find out how it feelsTo sing to more than just the steering wheelKim's the first girl I kissedI was so nervous that I nearly missedShe's had a couple of kids since thenI haven't seen her since god knows whenOh, oh, ohOh, god, IEvery memory of looking out the back doorI had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floorIt's hard to say it, time to say itGoodbye, goodbye.Every memory of walking out the front doorI found the photo of the friend that I was looking forIt's hard to say it, time to say itGoodbye, goodbye.I miss that townI miss the facesYou can't eraseYou can't replace itI miss it nowI can't believe itSo hard to stayToo hard to leave itIf I could I relive those daysI know the one thing that would never changeEvery memory of looking out the back doorI had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floorIt's hard to say it, time to say itGoodbye, goodbye.Every memory of walking out the front doorI found the photo of the friend that I was looking forIt's hard to say it, time to say itGoodbye, goodbye.Look at this photographEverytime I do it makes me laughEverytime I do it makes me...

Faraway
this time, this placemisused, mistakestoo long, too latewho was i to make you waitjust one chancejust one breathjust in case there's just one left'cause you know, you know, you know(chorus)that i love youi have loved you all alongand i miss youbeen far away for far too longi keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never gostop breathing if i don't see you anymoreone my knees, i'll asklast chance for one last dance'cause with you, i'd withstandall of hell to hold your handi'd give it alli'd give for usgive anything but i won't give up'cause you know, you know, you know(chorus)so far awaybeen far away for far too longso far awaybeen far away for far too longbut you know, you know, you know i wantedi wanted you to stay'cause i neededi need to hear you saythat i love youi have loved you all alongand i forgive youfor being away for far too longso keep breathing'cause i'm not leavinghold on to me and, never let me go


All these songs made me survive thru exams..made me focus and allowed me to tackle the tasks ahead..kept repeating them ..kept me thinking ..had some good times and bad times during exams.. well it also gave me good memories of the things i did..

Labels: Songs tt survived me thru the exams

「..Just ForGet thE WorLD..7:56 PM 」

Yu Sheng With a hell of a mess

dragonboat funnies

3 sibs pic

nice pic

yu sheng made by me and bro

baby cousin Tenor

been a long long long while since i blogged..i have moved house ..celebrated CNY..joined dragonboat..made new friends..have new goals and perspectives..went to 1 21st b day party alr.. and even finished my virgin assignment..the OB paper which was stressing everyone out since the day it was announced... time has passed and i guess it has been more than a month alr..

i still am taking time to do things i must but i seem to be having more commitments now..the work is piling up and i am hardly getting the time to read my mags on sat nights..maybe its the way of time management tts all...

so anyway the group is getting on pretty good..we are going out regularly for lunches..making an effort to relax in times of stress and also learning abt one anothers working traits..i guess the perspective of all is omnipresent and it cannot be denied or should not be denied.. it cannot be helped and should not because all constructive comments are useful to some extent..

taking time to meet up with old frens is becoming more and moe interesting recently..there are so many changes in all and ppl seem to be getting closer over time.. the b day party at blue jazz bar was very nostalgic as we all witnessed the changes and route detours of every tom, dick and harry..talking to them and finding out tt some have figured a goal ..or some who have carved a carreer really does inspire me to work harder.. and to make the most of my days..

dragonboat has definitely started to become a part of my life.. not really the best at it yet but its something i think tt can drive me..tennis in the past did drive me to want to train harder and work harder but it never allowed me to push my limits because it was predominantly an individual sport..and i was always playing singles.. also the ppl in dragon boat are diff from my tennis guys who were less enthusiastic and willing..the change is fresh and the ppl are diff..a good start and good choice to me i guess..

things seem to be going in a good direction for me this yr and i hope it stays this way..hope to really pick up a few clients for personal training and to hone my skills.. i have a few who are interested ..and i now just must make the most of it..

hope for the best to all and myself this yr and to my family and frens..i must rock in my studies most importantly!!!

Labels: never get to occupied till u forget to love and care